Sunday, June 9, 2013

The Light of Earendil

     So, recently I took up the task of making a drawing of the Light of Earendil. Those who know me and are reading this know that I absolutely love the Lord of the Rings, and there are a lot of phrases and symbols in the books and movies which mean a lot to me. But honestly, the Light of Earendil is one of my favorites.
     In The Fellowship of the Ring, as Fellowship is taking their leave of Lothlorien - right after losing Gandalf and before journeying ever closer to the fires of Mordor - Galandriel hands Frodo a beautiful, shining vial of liquid. With the vial come the words, "I give you the light of EƤrendil our most beloved star. May it be a light to you in dark places when all other lights go out." Those words seriously hit me every time. Because you see, that is what God is, to me. He is the light to my way in the darkest of places, the peace when I cannot see my path. He is my hope in the most desperate of circumstances, my Star of Earendil. So here is my attempt at a charcoal drawing of this most precious object, along with the Elvish word for "courage." Because everything's better in Elvish!! Enjoy!
{And yes, it is drawn on computer paper... I have a sketchpad, but I didn't think that this one would be any good so I didn't want to waste the paper. Turns out, you should always go for wasting the paper. Also, apparently spell check has never read Lord of the Rings.}

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Favorite Couples of All Time - Part 2!!!

Due to suggestions from my esteemed friends and siblings, I have decided to make a second all-time favorite couple list which includes all the great romances I forgot to include in my first post. So here it is, the one you've all been waiting for this past day... Dun dun duhhhnnn.... FAVORITE COUPLES OF ALL TIME PART 2!!!
  • Ron and Hermione (Harry Potter series)
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    • Two people who were always meant to be, from the first disgusted "And you are?" Ron and Hermione are two best friends who fell in love, even though their first impressions of each other gave no indication of the great romance to come. She thought he was stupid, gross, and mean, and he thought that she was a haughty know-it-all who just liked to show off. There was some truth to their impressions, but as they spent time together, worried about Harry together, and fought off evil wizards together, their friendship turned into something more. And that's why we love this story. After all, isn't it what we all hope for?
  • Danielle and Henry (Ever After)

     
    • The classic Cinderella/Prince Charming story, but with a more believable twist. In this case, Cinderella (Danielle DeBabarac) is a strong-minded, independent servant girl who poses as a courtier, and Prince Charming (Henry) is a future ruler who wants to do anything but sit on the throne. The two meet, argue, and fall in love. He is struck by her wit and passion, and she is struck by his unexpected depth and desire to be better than he is. Then, it is all torn apart by misunderstanding, fear, hurt, and scheming stepmothers, only to be rekindled in the most wonderful of fashions. The story of the love between Henry and Danielle is one that is fraught with equal measures of peril and joy, and that is what makes it great
  • Ricky and Lucy (I Love Lucy)

     
    • They made us laugh. They made us cry. They made us laugh some more. Ricky and Lucy Ricardo form what is probably the most famous TV couple of all time. They were loving, playful, they sang and danced and tried to escape their obnoxious neighbors. These two had it all, made even better by the fact that Desi and Lucy were married in real life.
  • Carl and Ellie (Up)

     
    • For those who have seen this movie, I honestly don't have to say anything. You know. For those who haven't seen it, they should watch it. At least the first five minutes, which is where the bulk of this gripping, wordless love story takes place. It is a story of the ultimate adventure of real life and real love, which will simply tear your heart to little pieces and make you weep tears of equal measure joy and sorrow. It really is that great. One of my favorite romances of all time. And definitely better than Twilight.
  • Sam and Katherine (Holes) 
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    • What can I say, this is an impossible wonderful love torn asunder by awfully cruel people. It is a story of overcoming barriers, of a love that is kind and strong, and a tragedy of near-epic proportions. I seriously cry every time. And Sam's iconic "I can fix that," has nearly reached the same level as Westley's "As you wish" as far as melting the heart of every female watching the movie or reading the book. Ladies and gentlemen, may I present Sam and Kissin' Kate Barlow!!
  • Kim and Ron (Kim Possible)
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    • Pretty much the relationship for anyone who watched Disney Channel during the early 2000s. Kim and Ron were best friends for an eternity, ever since preschool, and as the years went by they stayed best friends in spite of the social barriers between them. Kim became the uber-popular crime-fighting cheerleader, and Ron stayed... Well, Ron stayed true to himself, at least. But everyone who watched the show was waiting and praying that someday they would realize their feelings for each other. And finally, it came. The kiss. The biggest friend-zone in television history had been broken, and true love had triumphed again!
  • Amy and Rory (Doctor Who)
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    • Amy and Rory... So much heartache, so much anxiety, and so much awesomeness has never before been contained in a couple. They find each other, lose each other, break each other's hearts, and somehow end up with the most amazing family the world has ever known. He has searched galaxies, fought off armies, and waited 2,000 years for her. She loved him with all of her might, even brining him back from the dead more than once. And she gave this speech to her baby, which made us - well, me - forgive her for any past uncertainties about the strength of her love for her man: "I wish I could tell you that you'll be loved, that you'll be safe, and cared for, and protected, but this isn't the time for lies. What you are going to be, Melody, is very, very brave.   But not as brave as they all have to be, because there's somebody coming. I don't know where he is, or what he's doing, but trust me: he's on his way. There's a man who's never going to let us down, and not even an army can get in the way. He's the last of his kind. He looks young, but he's lived for hundreds and hundreds of years. And wherever they take you, Melody, however scared you are, I promise you, you will never be alone, because this man is your father. He has a name, but the people of our world know him better... as The Last Centurion." Like I said, epic.
  • Eowyn and Faramir (Lord of the Rings)
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    • Probably the only couple who could beat Amy and Rory in terms of awesomeness. These two just make my heart sing with happiness - more than Arwen and Aragorn, actually. It totally makes sense that the strong, sad Faramir would fall for the strong, sad shieldmaiden of Rohan. Sadly, the movies sort of ignore it except for a two-second shot. But here's a quote from the books that shows a little bit of their relationship: "'It reminds me of Numenor,' said Faramir, and wondered to hear himself speak.' 'Of Numenor?' said Eowyn. 'Yes,' said Faramir, 'of the land of Westernesse that foundered, and of the great dark wave climbing over the green lands and above the hills, and coming on, darkness unescapable. I often dream of it.' 'Then you think that the Darkness is coming?' said Eowyn. 'Darkness Unescapable?' And suddenly she drew close to him. 'No,' said Faramir, looking at her face. 'It was but a picture in the mind. I do not know what is happening. The reason of my waking mind tells me that great evil has befallen and we stand at the end of days. But my heart says nay; and all my limbs are light, and a hope and joy are come to me that no reason can deny. Eowyn, Eowyn, White Lady of Rohan, in this hour I do not believe that any darkness will endure!' And he stooped and kissed her brow. And so they stood on the walls of the City of Gondor, and a great wind rose and blew, and their hair, raven and golden, streamed out mingling in the air." -J.R.R. Tolkien

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

The Wayward Child (Part II)


“Good morning, Alyssa,” said Todd, glancing at the name badge pinned to the waitress’s light blue uniform as she set a plate of bacon, eggs, and toast onto the table. Alyssa. He liked the sound of her name. “If it's not too much trouble, I really have to ask you an extremely serious question."
  Immediately, Alyssa retracted, stiffly crossing her arms in front of her. She eyed him warily, puzzled, but didn’t say anything. She was listening, though, and that was cue enough for Todd. “It's just... Well, see... Could I please have a stack of blueberry pancakes on the side? If it's not too late to add it to my bill.”
  Alyssa’s brown eyes widened slightly, and then a small, relieved smirk lifted the corners of her mouth. It was the first time he’d seen her without a severe frown plastered on her features. The semi-smile made her look even more attractive than usual, but Todd wisely kept this opinion to himself.

  “Sure, no problem. I can bring them out in a jiffy," Alyssa said, scratching down a note on her pad. Then she paused for a split-second before going on. "It will cost extra, though, and I’m not sure if you have enough to cover it.” She glanced at him with a smirk.
  Todd was surprised at the playful sarcasm which saturated the last sentence, but he kept his face straight. “Well, it might be a little tight, but I think the fifty in my wallet should be enough to cover it.”
  “Oh, I don’t know,” said Alyssa matter-of-factly. “We’re a pretty upscale restaurant around here. Y'know, our pancakes are some of the best for miles around, and taste like that doesn’t exactly come cheap.” She gave a sort of half-laugh and started fiddling with the pen in her hand.
  Todd, who was feeling extremely pleased with himself at the progress he was making, laughed as well, and was about to say something else when a shout interrupted their banter. “Hey, Princess, I’d appreciate it if you’d stop flirting with the man and get around to some of your other customers!” Todd watched with growing misery as Alyssa’s face turned back to stone. Her features grew impassive and unreadable again, although she couldn’t hide the wells of pain that suddenly flooded her eyes. She rushed over to the rude man and took down his snappy order, then hurried back behind the counter. Todd turned around to glare at the man who had spoken. The culprit was a grizzly-looking man sitting a few booths over, wearing a plaid shirt and a red skull cap. Todd guessed that he worked as a logger in the town a few miles up the road. They made up a large part of the diner's circle of customers. The mountain man caught Todd's stare and gave a squinty glare of his own, but neither said a word. Todd turned back to his large breakfast and began picking at the bacon. He’d never really liked the stuff all that much.
***
  Alyssa barely looked at the rich man as the dumped his blueberry pancakes unceremoniously onto the table and headed to the rude mountain man. She still felt the heat flushing her cheeks, but did her best to ignore it. She had a job to do.
  The man didn’t say a word as she plopped down his plate of bacon and eggs. “More coffee?” she said, not even attempting to hide her contempt. She would do her job, but that didn’t mean she had to be nice about it. This man was even more of an asshole than the rich guy had been.
  The logger simply grunted and gave a curt nod, but his gaze didn’t quite reach her face. She hurriedly poured the coffee, and then headed to the next table, where two of her favorite customers sat. “Hello Sadie. Good morning, Rob,” she said with a genuine smile.
  “Good morning, Alyssa dear!” Sadie’s clear, cheerful voice never failed to make Alyssa’s mornings at least a little better. She was glad to see that they were still sitting on the same side of the booth, their worn and wrinkled hands clasped together on top of the table.
  “Alyssa.” Rob’s dirty ball cap bobbed up and down as he gave her a friendly nod. It was funny how different lively Sadie and stoic Rob were, and yet they still loved each other, even after all these years.
  “The usual?” asked Alyssa.
  “Of course,” giggled Sadie. “Y’know, Rob, maybe we should switch it up a bit every once in a while, just to throw Alyssa off of the trail. This girl’s getting too good. We may just have to start coming here every time she’s working!”
  “Oh, I’m sure that Alyssa would just love to see my mug in here all of the time,” said Rob in a sarcastic tone.
  “I wouldn’t mind at all, Rob,” said Alyssa with a laugh. “You two make this job bearable, and I'm always glad to see you.” She scribbled down their orders on her pad. “I’ll be right out with your orange juice.”
  As she made her way back to the kitchen, Alyssa noticed that the rich man had left. Some apparently dysfunctional part of her was disappointed, but the other normal, rational part was highly upset with him because he had left the whole fifty dollar bill on the table. The meal, including his barely-touched pancakes, had only been $7. Who did the rich bastard think he was? She didn’t need charity! She was a hard-working, independent woman who didn’t need the scraps of some mightier-than-thou piece of scum, who had tricked her into... into flirting with him, of all things! He, who was not, and would never be, her Brian. Anger and shame mixed in her chest, but Alyssa quickly stored the money in her apron and busied herself with pouring two glasses of pulp-free orange juice. Rob hated pulp. He said that it got stuck in his throat and he felt like it was trying to choke him.
  She spent the next several minutes rushing around the tiny diner, pouring drinks, greeting a few late-breakfast customers, and putting in orders to Mike in the kitchen. After a little more unwelcome and rather disgusting flirting, the mountain man finally left. Sadie and Rob soon followed, promising their return the next morning. Eventually there came the normal pre-lunch lull, and Alyssa could relax a little bit. Only a couple more hours and she could go home for the day.
***
  “When… the… moon hits your eyes like a big pizza pie, that’s amore. That’s amore!” Todd’s deep - if not slightly off-key - voice rang through the inside of his tricked-out red Chevy truck as he wound his way through the curves of the Tennessee back roads. He grinned as he flew by an elderly man riding a John Deere lawn mower back down his long driveway, mail bundled in one hand. Yup, he was definitely in redneck country. It was perfect, just where he had always dreamed of living from the time he was a little boy, when his father would taken him and his mother on day-trips to the country. He loved the dirt roads, the run-down, ivy-covered barns that looked as though they were full of memory, and the abundance of trees that lined the winding roads and shed their orange and brown leaves in a shower of bursting color.
  It had definitely taken some getting used to, though. After all, he had been born and raised in Nashville, Tennessee, the Hollywood of the East Coast - a city of concrete and iron that was constantly alight, in which the dreams and hopes of hundreds of people were every day either fulfilled or crushed beneath the feet of money-grubbing record companies. It was a city of smoke, traffic, and a never-ending stream of people, nothing like the beautiful, slow, and isolated scene of the eastern Tennessee mountains.
  Todd felt his phone vibrate on his belt. It was another call, probably from another recording company. Slightly annoyed, he reached over and muted the radio, then flipped on the Bluetooth in his car. “Todd Baker,” he said curtly, in his practiced business voice.
     “Todd, honey? This is Mom!”
     “Mom?” Todd couldn’t help but let the surprise creep into his voice. “What – how – how did you get my number?”
     “How are you honey? I’m so glad I got a hold of you! Oh, I’ve missed you so much!” Todd’s heart lurched slightly at the sound of his mother’s voice. How long had it been since he’d seen her last? A couple of years, at least.
     “I’m good, Mom. I’m really good.” She obviously wasn’t going to answer his question about the phone number, so he decided to drop it. His mom was sweet, but she could be stubborn as hell when she chose to be.
     Her voice continued to pour through the speaker in his ear. “So where are you living now? You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to, of course. Hopefully somewhere nice!”
     “Well – yeah, Mom. It’s a pretty nice place. Are you guys still living in Nashville?”
     “Of course! Where else would we go?” His mom gave a small chuckle, but he couldn’t help but hear the edge of bitterness in the laugh. He knew how much she hated Nashville, how much she had always wanted to get away. That was why his dad had sometimes taken her into the country, just to appease her.
     “So – are you guys okay? Is Dad alright?”
     “Oh, honey, we’re fine, we’re fine! Just going along as normal. Your father’s been having another record year, we’re very comfortable. We even had dinner with the mayor again last week!”
     “That’s nice,” said Todd shortly. There was a pause.
     “Well, I- I just wanted to remind you that we’re still having Thanksgiving dinner this year, and your grandparents and Aunt Millie’s family are coming over. You’re still invited, honey, if you can make it. I’m planning to bake some pumpkin bread this year.”
     Todd laughed. “Mom, you always know how to hook me in.” He hesitated and then said, “Listen, I’ll let you know when it gets closer.”
     “Alright. That’s all I can ask. I really hope you can make it, and so does your father.”
     “Okay, Mom.” Todd didn’t believe that his father wanted him to be at Thanksgiving dinner, but he decided to go along with the lie for now, for his mom's sake. “I’ll call you when I make a decision, all right?”
     “That sounds fine, dear,” said the voice on the other end. “I’ll be looking forward to your call! I love you so much! Be safe!”
     “Love you too, Mom,” said Todd. He hung up, pulled out his earpiece, and turned his radio back on at full blast.